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Uncertain times, solid faith

March 30, 2020 by Paul Williams 7 Comments

Thank you Father for your love, for hope, and peace that passes all understanding. Thank you all for your continued interest.

Much has happened since my last blog. With the COVID-19 outbreak all the kids are home now and the house is much busier. For a while we were needing to wash dishes once a week, now back to daily. We are having to go shopping for food more. Mom had us over 3-4 times a week to eat, but with the pandemic, we have curtailed that to keep mom from having to go to the store as often as she was going. The kids are taking turns with me in preparing meals. It has been good to have them all home. The nights and weekends have become full. Though with the two week stay at home order, we have to be creative on how to enjoy the spring break. Summer jobs for the kids have become a concern with the possibility of a contracted economy.

With the current outbreak and its associated disability and death rate more people will be grieving. As a country we have been insulated from much of what the world goes through. Malaria, Tuberculosis, diarrhea diseases, other infectious diseases, appendicitis, and many other disease processes cut lives short on a regular basis. Add to that starvation, wars, and governmental policies and many lives are cut short in all age groups. Loss affects a large percentage of people at any one time, and all of us at some point. How we deal with loss is individual, with different times in stages and lasting a variable amount of time. Some can get back to living, while others struggle to live again without a deep sense of loss.

Part of the grieving process is wanting to live in the past, focus on memories, on what we had, holding on. It is also recognizing the emptiness left, that was satisfyingly filled by the one we lost. Another aspect of grieving a loss of a spouse, includes fear and anxiety. There are many possible fears: fear of forgetting, of financial stability, of doing life alone as a parent, fear of emptiness. Even if you are a strong person, you realize your strength came partially from that relationship and now you find yourself in a situation you never saw yourself being in.

At some point the healing process has progressed such that you have more good days than difficult days. For me the healing process includes talking with God and journaling my prayers and letters to Theresa. It is also recognizing what is going on in me, my feelings, my thoughts and the chaotic nature of both.

Phillip Yancy writes, “Jesus offered no immunity, no way out of the unfairness, but rather a way through to the other side. The three day pattern (Easter). – tragedy, darkness, triumph – became for the New Testament writers a template that can be applied to all times of testing. The danger of all dangers would be to lose trust and confidence in the mercy of God”. J.W. Alexander says, “Each instant of present labor is to be graciously repaid with a million ages of glory.” Two other quotes: “Our problems are opportunities to discover God’s solutions”, “When God permits suffering, He also provides comfort”. Philippians 2:13 “For God is working in you, giving you the desire and the power to do what pleases him.”

God is good. We have to trust him in the process. I pray that God gives you comfort in this difficult time in this Pandemic. May you stand firm in your faith and recognize God’s comfort in difficult times.

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  1. Sheilah Galpin says

    March 30, 2020 at 4:35 pm

    Thank you Dr Paul for your gracious words. They are comforting and assuring that it is in the darkest and most trying of times that we are not alone. Our father, the light, is always with us. Guiding us through our trials.
    I’m so glad the kids are home with you and the new fur family member. There’s great comfort in that Blessing.

    God Bless,
    Sheilah Galpin

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  2. Dianna Samuelson says

    March 30, 2020 at 8:31 pm

    Bless you, Paul. Thanks for your words of wisdom. May God bless you and yours mightily this holy season. Dianna and Rod

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  3. Mitch Dietz says

    March 31, 2020 at 4:59 pm

    Thank you Paul. I appreciate you reminding us that much of the world deals with this kind of situation all the time, with issues we would easily overcome in our country.

    This seems to be a bit of a hidden blessing for you all to be together. Thanks for sharing your insight in to grief and the process as you walk through it personally.

    God’s best to all of you!

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  4. Ginny Eddy says

    March 31, 2020 at 8:06 pm

    You are right that so much of the world lives in poverty and through terrible time. We as Americans sometimes forgets because we are so blessed. I pray for the World’s people to get through this terrible virus safely. I pray for the families of people who didn’t survive that they can grieve and walk with God. For those who don’t believe I pray they find our Savior Jesus Christ. And my prayers to you and your family as you grieve for your loss.

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  5. Debbie OConnor says

    April 5, 2020 at 3:32 pm

    I’m praying for you all, Paul. I’m sure the challenge of the pandemic, parenting and loss is difficult. I’m grateful for your faith and the wisdom you share here.

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  6. Kathleen Spencer says

    April 12, 2020 at 7:49 pm

    Thanks Paul for your words of encouragement through all of this. I am glad your household is again filled for a season. God knows the needs of His own and brings good even out of hard situations which I know that you have found. I am so glad that you continue to pour out your thought and prayers in you journal and to the Lord. Happy Easter and celebration of God’s promise of resurrection and eternal life.

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  7. Julie A. Gamewell says

    April 16, 2020 at 12:34 pm

    As always, thank you for sharing your experience and insights. After my husband died when I was 51, and my daughter died when I was 52, then my father died when I was 53, I felt numb. I realized that most people couldn’t comprehend and avoided me. By sharing your thoughts, your faith, and resources, it is a way of ministering to others as well as part of your healing process. I thank the Lord for your testimony. The introduction to the Book of James in my Bible says, “Faith endures trials. Trials come and go, but a strong faith will face them head-on and develop endurance.” (See James 1)

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About Doctor Paul

Dr. Paul Williams, MD is a small-town family practice doctor working in Centralia, Washington. He works from the same office where his primary care practice was established by his father over 38 years ago. He believes strongly that the art of the old-fashioned primary care doctor is an important feature of our medical system that should be preserved and protected from excess interference from insurance companies and government regulation alike.

Due to changes in the health care industry and regulations affecting it, and in an effort to preserve the art of old-fashioned primary care, Dr. Paul has shifted his practice to a Direct Care model, meaning that patients pay an affordable monthly fee to purchase primary care health care services directly, rather than having their services billed through an insurance company.

This blog is intended to help Dr. Paul's patients (and anyone else!) understand the changes the medical industry is going through, and to provide information about the Direct Care model of primary care.

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