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Life is good, prayers are answered

May 15, 2016 by Paul Williams 13 Comments

Thank you Father for another good week and thank you all for your continued thoughts and prayers.

Theresa had another good week. She had her infusion Thursday and other than fatigue and GI upset she has been doing well. She continues to have the 10,000 pin pricks when the Lyrica wears off, which we are hoping one day will go away. Her next infusion in 3 weeks will be her last with the Perjeta. I would suspect, in the next 4-6 weeks she will have an MRI of the liver done. It is anticipated, that if that scan is negative, then she will continue Herceptin every 3 weeks for the next 18 months or so and possibly an anti-estrogen pill daily as well. We will know more soon. Theresa is getting out more, though not on her own. It’s nice to have together time. Two side effects from the Chemo that hasn’t improved at all is the numbness in her feet and the Chemo brain. The foot numbness has made it hard for her to walk without holding on to someone or something. She finds that she gets off balance easily. The chemo brain has been tough for her as well. She used to have an impeccable memory, but these days she tends to forget a good number of things. I’m not sure if this will be the new normal, or temporary. Compared to the initial prognosis, these problems are doable. It is all a matter of perspective. Accomplishing less in a day, taking more time to make a meal, taking more time looking for things misplaced, adding a nap here and there is worlds better than not being able to do anything. As we found out years ago on a trip to New Orleans, you can go through life hyperactive on caffeine as was the pace, for us, in California at the time, or slow, relaxed, unconcerned about time and what is accomplished as we experienced in New Orleans, or maybe somewhere in between. What ever the speed, life can be enjoyed, because life is worth living, its value is not in things accomplished but in the Father who blesses us with it.

I’ve had a few people comment that we “didn’t deserve this”, and implying I should be angry at God. On the contrary, this too is a matter of perspective. Be careful what you pray for, for the path to the answer maybe very difficult -yet well worth it. For many years I have prayed, like many of you, that God would prune me, refine me, mold me and use me. That he would draw me into a deeper communion with Him. A couple of my readings this week from Streams in the Desert expand upon this idea. “Often it is simply the answers to our prayers that cause many of the difficulties in the Christian life. We pray for patience and our Father sends demanding people our way… We pray for a submissive spirit and God sends suffering again…We pray to be unselfish and God gives us opportunities to sacrifice by placing other people’s needs first…We pray for strength and humility and “messenger of Satan” comes to torment us… we pray for God to increase our faith, then our money seems to take wings and fly away; our children become critically ill; an employee becomes careless, slow and wasteful; or some other new trial comes upon us , requiring more faith than we have every had before…We pray for a Christlike life and we are asked to perform some lowly task, or are unjustly accused…We pray for gentleness and quickly face a storm of temptation to be harsh and irritable…We pray for quietness and suddenly every nerve is stressed to its limit…We pray for love for others and God sends us people who are difficult to love…Yes, we pray to be like Jesus and God’s answer is: “I have tested you in the furnace of affliction (Isa.48:10); “will your courage endure or your hands be strong?” (Ezek. 22:14); “Can you drink the cup?” (Matt. 20:22). The way to peace and victory is to accept every circumstance and every trial as being straight from the land of our loving Father…our circumstances as being lovingly and divinely appointed.” Another reading by Christina Rossetti, stated that Martin Luther once said, “A true believer will crucify, or put to death the question, “Why?” He will simply obey without questioning.” Ours not to make reply, Ours not to reason why, Ours but to do and die. Obedience is the fruit of faith; patience is the early blossom on the tree of faith.” God is good all the time. I would pray a million times over for the same pruning path he has given. For He is answering my prayer, he is pruning, refining, molding, using and drawing into a deeper communion with Him. And in the process His armor is ours (Eph 6:10-19), the Fruit of His Spirit grow sweeter still (Gal 5:22), and Christ likeness becomes our greater passion, recklessly abandoning ourselves, our small mindedness, and self-centered thoughts. He is faithful and true. All things work together for good (not ease) for those who love God (Romans 8:28). May these words encourage you to “keep on”, to persevere, to live in gratitude – irrespective the circumstances you find yourself in.

Thank you for being on this journey with us and for continuing to keep us in prayer.

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Comments

  1. Julie Wilber Gamewell says

    May 16, 2016 at 4:57 am

    Thank you for sharing your poignant story, your strong faith, and your incite through God’s Word. I’m thankful that Theresa is feeling somewhat better; and I’ll continue to pray for healing and for the family.

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  2. Allyssa Ketter says

    May 16, 2016 at 2:30 pm

    I’m so happy to hear that she is feeling better. Thank you so much for your wisdom and words from God; it was perfectly said and just what I needed 🙂 you all have been on my mind and will be.

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  3. Mitch & DeLynne Dietz says

    May 16, 2016 at 4:19 pm

    Paul thank you so much for sharing. Great to see Teresa in church for a second week in a row 🙂 I so appreciate your positive and grateful attitude. You are an excellent testimony to all of us of the Christ life. Continued prayer. Mitch

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  4. Jay & Brenda Milton says

    May 16, 2016 at 4:23 pm

    Truer words have never been written Paul. Thank you. Love and prayers to Teresa and all of you. Special thanks to you for allowing your difficult journey to bring glory to God.

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  5. Dave & Kami Smelser says

    May 16, 2016 at 4:58 pm

    We appreciate your thoughtful updates. It helps us know how to pray. So thankful for the continued improvements! What a blessing to see you all at church this week!

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  6. Kathy Spencer says

    May 16, 2016 at 7:56 pm

    Thank you Paul for your faithful updates and words of wisdim that God has shared with you through your journey. I am so thankful for the improvement Theresa has enjoyed and continue to hold you all in my thoughts and prayers.

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  7. Jackie Etter says

    May 17, 2016 at 1:52 am

    Just wanted to let you know that you and your family are in my prayers. So glad that Theresa has improved. You write so very nicely about the Bible and it’s words. Take care.

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  8. Ginny Eddy says

    May 17, 2016 at 3:15 am

    God’s love is shining on your family.

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  9. Sharon Blumenthal says

    May 17, 2016 at 4:17 am

    Some journeys are difficult. It is such an incredible blessing to serve God & know He is with us in our journey.
    Praying often for your family.

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  10. Candace Wilber Horch says

    May 17, 2016 at 2:25 pm

    Once again, your post is my devotional for the day… thank you for sharing what you are learning from our God. We pray that Theresa continues to feel well and for her healing, and for each of your family members to have His peace. God IS good!… all of the time.

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  11. Bill land Nancy Fox says

    May 17, 2016 at 8:38 pm

    God bless you. Praying for you and yours.

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  12. Karen Kugel says

    May 19, 2016 at 11:03 pm

    PTL that things are going well right now. A group of us have been praying for several months as well as many in our church. I just called your office today looking for an update and I am thrilled with the good news. I am also reading Streams in the Desert right now and was blessed by this message you shared as well. I thank God for every day he gives all of us. We will continue to pray.

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  13. Lori Anderson says

    May 22, 2016 at 9:49 pm

    Thank you so much for the updates and for the encouraging words. You and your family are such an inspiration to so many people. God is working mightily in your lives! Dale and I pray for Theresa’s healing daily. Love to you all.

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